Too Tired To Sleep
March 11, 2009
Hello, World. It has been a while.
I left work early today because I wasn’t feeling well. Allergies. I took a nap and ended up sleeping for three hours. My body is still angry about the time change. That’s probably another factor on why I’m finding it hard to sleep right now, at 12:51 a.m., Pacific time. Lately a myriad of reminders that I am getting older have been hitting me, the first being that I actually have a sleep schedule now. A sleep schedule! And my body struggles to accept adjustments in it. The second is that it’s getting a lot harder to lose weight and eat what I want to anymore. Goodbye, great metabolism. Hello, green salads.
My job continues to be amazing, though I’m entirely overwhelmed. I go to India at the end of April for 2 1/2 weeks.
My house continues to be amazing too.
My break-up is not so amazing.
And neither is my writing.
ann, i just wanted to let you know that i love you and that i am praying that God will be your portion. He is all you need and i am sorry that hurts fade slowly. You have always been real good about using writing to help process and vent frustrations and hurt. continue to do so, and at the end of the journal entry, perhaps a prayer and a plea to God to fill the emptiness. my friend, i can’t tell you how cool it is to look back at journal entries from two years ago and just praise the Lord for his faithfulness! miss you my good friend. Micah
I think you’re being too hard on yourself.
Try embracing getting older….the knowledge & experiences that come with it.